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by n splendorr
July 15, 2021

"Americans are, of course, the most thoroughly and passively indoctrinated people on earth."

I'm not familiar with the publication and am not a Christian, but I saw this paragraph linked on kottke.org and appreciate its stark framing:

Americans are, of course, the most thoroughly and passively indoctrinated people on earth. They know next to nothing as a rule about their own history, or the histories of other nations, or the histories of the various social movements that have risen and fallen in the past, and they certainly know little or nothing of the complexities and contradictions comprised within words like “socialism” and “capitalism.” Chiefly, what they have been trained not to know or even suspect is that, in many ways, they enjoy far fewer freedoms, and suffer under a more intrusive centralized state, than do the citizens of countries with more vigorous social-democratic institutions. This is at once the most comic and most tragic aspect of the excitable alarm that talk of social democracy or democratic socialism can elicit on these shores. An enormous number of Americans have been persuaded to believe that they are freer in the abstract than, say, Germans or Danes precisely because they possess far fewer freedoms in the concrete. They are far more vulnerable to medical and financial crisis, far more likely to receive inadequate health coverage, far more prone to irreparable insolvency, far more unprotected against predatory creditors, far more subject to income inequality, and so forth, while effectively paying more in tax (when one figures in federal, state, local, and sales taxes, and then compounds those by all the expenditures that in this country, as almost nowhere else, their taxes do not cover). One might think that a people who once rebelled against the mightiest empire on earth on the principle of no taxation without representation would not meekly accept taxation without adequate government services. But we accept what we have become used to, I suppose. Even so, one has to ask, what state apparatus in the “free” world could be more powerful and tyrannical than the one that taxes its citizens while providing no substantial civic benefits in return, solely in order to enrich a piratically overinflated military-industrial complex and to ease the tax burdens of the immensely wealthy?

Our cruel, inefficient, and monstrously expensive health system makes this obvious.

And there are some great passages addressing the incredibly-obtuse ways people treat the word "socialism":

Moreover, just because a totalitarian regime happens to call itself socialist—or, for that matter, a republic, or a union of republics, or a people’s republic, or a people’s democratic republic—we are under no obligation to take it at its word. What we call “democratic socialism” in the United States is difficult to distinguish from the social-democratic traditions of post-war Western Europe, and there we find little evidence that a democracy becomes a dictatorship simply by providing such staples of basic social welfare as universal health care. At least, it is hard not to notice that the social-democratic governments of Europe have always gained power only by being voted into office, and have always relinquished it peacefully when voted out again. None of them has ever made war on free markets, even in attempting (often all too hesitantly) to impose prudent and ethically salutary regulations on business. Rather than gulags, death camps, secret police, arrests without warrant, summary executions, enormous propaganda machines, killing fields, and the like, their political achievements have been more in the line of the milk-allowances given to British children in the post-war years, various national health services, free eyeglasses and orthodonture for children, school lunches, public pensions for the elderly and the disabled, humane public housing, adequate unemployment insurance, sane labor protections, and so forth, all of which have been accomplished without irreparable harm to economies or treasuries.

I suppose a social-democratic state could begin to gravitate toward true authoritarianism, in the way that any political arrangement can lead to just about any other. The Third Reich, after all, was born out of a functioning parliamentary democracy. The 2016 U.S. election proved that, even in a long-established democratic republic, just about anyone or anything, no matter how preposterously foul, can achieve political power if enough citizens are sufficiently credulous, cowardly, and vicious. In just the past few years, we have seen bland American neoconservatism rapidly evolving into populist, racist, openly fascist, mystical nationalism. Anything is possible.

All this being true, the classical social democrat or democratic socialist might be forgiven for thinking that Americans are curiously deluded regarding their own supposed inalienable liberties. He or she might contend, at any rate, that a state that uses its power chiefly to dilute consumer and environmental protections in the interests of large corporations and private investors, while withholding even the most basic civil goods that taxpayers have a right to expect (such as a well-maintained infrastructure or decent public transport), is no smaller—and certainly no less invasive and dictatorial—than one that is actually obliged by the popular will and the social contract to deliver services in exchange for the taxes it collects. He or she might think that a government whose engorged military budget is squandered on wasteful (because profitable) redundancy, but whose public services are minimal at best, presides over a far more controlled economy—and a far more coercive redistribution of wealth—than does a government forced to return public funds to its citizens in the forms of substantial civic benefits. He or she might even have the temerity to see social democracy, properly practiced, not as an enlargement of the state’s prerogatives, but quite the opposite: a democratic seizure of power from both state and corporate entities, as well as a greater democratic control over public policy, taxation, production, and trade.

After all, though we often speak as if the centralized state and corporate “free” enterprise were antagonists, they are in fact mutually sustaining. [...] Without the support of an omnicompetent, vastly prosperous, orderly, and violent state, global corporate capitalism could not thrive. Without corporations, the modern state would lack the resources necessary to perpetuate its supremacy over every sphere of life.

Finally, again as someone raised "Baptist" but firmly opposed to American Christianity in all its forms, I agree wholeheartedly with this assessment:

Contrary to conventional wisdom, Christianity has never really taken deep root in America or had any success in forming American consciousness; in its place, we have invented a kind of Orphic mystery religion of personal liberation, fecundated and sustained by a cult of Mammon.

The full article: Three Cheers for Socialism

July 10, 2021

"whisper worries to the dead"

The Dear Hunter — Wait

"I stood in lines to bow my head. I'd fold my hands and speak in tongues, to whisper worries to the dead. But I could tell no apparition heard a single word I said. But I'd still call my fear in to the air... then I said, wait."

this

band

kicks

ass

July 07, 2021

"I still wake up grabbing space"

rubblebucket — formless and new

"And I'm still stuck wondering which stairs to take, and how to take them without making big mistakes. But it's worth the blood to still be lost; to still be free, it's worth the cost. And I won't go back to before."

June 30, 2021

not hungry

for a long time, like a lot of us, I’ve had the compulsive desire to just see… more stuff. read twitter, look at newsfeeds, all of it. just show me new things, it doesn’t matter what they are. curiosity, obsession, avarice, boredom. whatever the reasons.

lately though when I open up one of these networked floodgates, I’m just… disgusted, immediately. worse, I’m not even interested. I don’t want to see any of it. there’s plenty I’m interested in elsewhere, so I think it’s
a positive shift, but… it’s strange, to have no desire where there used to be a bottomless pit of readiness to receive and be piqued.

I’ve been decaffeinating. trying to be calmer. reading books. working as steadily as I can. in general, trying to slow my mind. it still roars away from me regularly, but it’s working. maybe it’s that. on the other hand, I’ve been feeling kind of empty, generally devoid of desire. but it’s also been easier for me to say that I want something, functionally anyway, and to move toward it.

I don’t know. right now, the only thing I’m hungry for is peace. and I don’t feel hunger for it, just… a clear need. there’s no room for the chaos of too many voices shouting thoughtlessly, or of yet another news article about an interesting technology that won’t be useful to anyone in our lifetimes. that’s too cynical. it just… doesn’t feel important or meaningful for me to keep up with the torrent right now. I just want to secure my own space in this burning world and make room enough to live as peacefully as I can.

June 24, 2021

"I don't have courage, but I have something else"

bill wurtz — "i'm a princess"

I guess it would take me all day to explain why this is the most important song I've heard all year, and I don't even have all of tonight...! so I'll just type some of the words from the song, even though "it's more than words."

"I'm ridiculous and feeling very particular about my world."

"tell it to me once before I'm gone. respect me. I'm a princess. all the soldiers that surround me and make sure I'm lonely: do they daydream? dream that it's okay?"

"tell it to me once before I'm gone."

"there's got to be more. there's got to be so much more! but I don't know what it's there for. I don't know what we're here for."

"sometimes I think of it when I sleep, and I'm dreaming about my friends in need."

and most importantly, the ending.

June 24, 2021

"no more pressing fragrant flowers / in the book of the sacred"

the velvet teen — parallel universes

June 24, 2021

"to a sash of snow / you'll be in a cartoon garden"

kings of convenience — parallel lines

June 20, 2021

“this time we’re not giving up”

paramore — hallelujah

what the fuck, this song crushes. her voice on that chorus!!! I never thought about it before, but on this album specifically, Paramore has some shades of Circa Survive. also, why does the word “hallelujah” appear in this and one of Fall Out Boy’s best-sounding songs? OOPS, ALL CHRISTIANS!

Anyway, I’ve been hitting repeat on this all weekend!

June 09, 2021

"it's a wild thing to accept the hook and hold it"

one of the perfect albums

June 06, 2021

“a refusal to even consider change”

Becky Hansmeyer, putting some of this moment very well:

In various regions of the United States, the coronavirus’s progress has been stymied and the phrase “back to normal” is bandied about as if it’s a sure thing, as if “normal” is something we have managed to recover, rather than something new being slowly born from the ashes of a horrible year.

While some have learned absolutely nothing from this experience, others are finding a renewed understanding of what’s most important to them. A country obsessed with work is toying with the idea that the way we do and view work might not always be the best way. And amidst all of this, an absolute reckoning involving the way we treat one another, and the way our entire society is structured to, consciously or unconsciously, treat some worse than others.

There is palpable anger toward so many in authority, whether in government, or at companies like Apple, for a failure to listen and a refusal to even consider change.