"I ignored my gut so I could be a good boy"

At a tender age I learned to scrub my feelings whenever they went against the grain.
I didn't trust myself to not be taken captive.
I couldn’t hear my heart singing.
Please, get me outta here. All of a sudden I don't feel so good!
I ignored my gut so I could be a good boy, which will make you bad in different ways.

I don't have anything specific to say about this, except that when I heard this I thought, "Yeah, I sure wish I hadn't tried to 'be a good boy' as much as I did!"